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y recently so many things make me dulan de!!!
n force me to say such foul language??
hate ppl ask me do thing last minutes...
hate!!!!!!!!!!

study life is so suffer as i think b4

this is a busy sem for me
especially start from the middle of the sem
a lot of assignment and test...
busy until forming pressure on myself
never so want to escape from the college
but now i m think so
those busy work hav make me crazy
n i m fall into the darkness where i dunno the direction i hav to move
week 9 le
PR fair will held in week 11
although main organization hav been confirmed
but still hav a lot of things not yet settle well
how?how?how?
should i continuos worry those things
or juz leave it bside
worrying
regret to hav such this group structure
but i know that is impossible to regret after i make a decision
i know...
may be i should learn from this lesson next time le
pick member carefully
if not i will be regret again de
study life is so suffer as i think b4
hope can graduate soon n meet my bf in kl ah
miss u evil...

angry v someone but not that someone...

wolfgirl is so so so angry now...
so so stressful v the assignment
not juz bcos the assignment is too hard to do only
is also bcos wolfgirl r so so no "gan ki" v the mind of her
never hav c ppl so so so "native" , "normal", "respect", "forgetful" ...
dunno her mind is made from wat de...
now only know meaning of "helpless"
really curious how she can survise in this society now de...
haven't nobody teach her wat is call respect?
aiyo...
already so inconfident v this assignment
summore need to hav this kind de member
n bla bla bla
die lo
now wolfgirl is so ingin to say FCUK!!!
but no dare yet...
haih...
wolfgirl sure will die in these few week de if this condition r still keep going
n u all should be prepare to attend wolfgirl's funeral le...
oh my god...
god help me ah...
although wolfgirl r not ur child...

life pass slowly...

memorial day hav pass 2 days ago...
many things hav happens within these few months...
roller coaster hav go through my heart...
happy...angry...worry...sad...
assignment...relationship...test...
this period r so stress for me...
assignment r so heavy in my steelyard
until wolfgirl m so scare the coming august
happy in the beginning of starting this assignment
but now wolfgirl m worry n worry b4 the end...
so many inter-problem hav happens within this assignment
n wolfgirl now only know teamwork is so important to achieve a goals
n a good partner is a important factor to work together in an assignment...
so so so...hope everyone can hav good good partner in all task...
n also a good leader is important de...
now is 1 years and 1 months ago...
but day is start pass slowly...
until my lung start breath slowly n like horizon...
enthusiasm...sweetness...lost gradually..
wolfgirl dunno when wolfgirl's life will leave wolfgirl alone...
seem that wolfgirl r no same v the initial
mind r change from day to day
wolfgirl now seem r not a child anymore in wolfgirl's mind
although wolfgirl r still act like a child...
hav bcom more mature?
no...wolfgirl r think so...
bcos...wolfgirl still act like a child in front of anyone...
equilibrium life for now
but waves in heart
quit or no quit?
angry or forgive?
cry or keep tears?
haih...
wolfgirl dislike to be angry...
but y wolfgirl still hav to be angry in heart in this nervous period?
dislike what wolfgirl dislike...
dislike to be a wolfgirl in this condition...
wolfgirl r miss someone now
hope someone can save me from this stress period...
scaring now...
distance make distance far further...
so so no confident v heart distance of someone...
can last forever or ...
holding in once?
heart is teng to first...
but mind is tend to second...
hard to decide...
both r part of bady of wolfgirl...
wolfgirl lov+miss someone...
dunno how someone's thinking ah...

does honest is right to someone??

long time no write blog le...
confusing now...
actually wat is relationship...
wolfgirl hav face a problem recently...
n i thought i hav a best way to solve the problem...
but originally i found that i hav feel so regret after use that way...
thay's y wolfgirl will feel very say within a days after use that way...
wolfgirl thought that wolfgirl hav to separate v someone forever already
n will never meet n contact again...
heart feel so pain n wolfgirl's tears can't stop to fall out...
wolfgirl know wat wolfgirl's heart r thinking n wanted...
but wolfgirl no dare to tell him the true...
wolfgirl always make ppl around me unhappy ba...
if not...
then y everytime ppl who go out v me fanally still hav to worry about me?
wolfgirl thought wolfgirl can hide everything sad deeply...
but originally...
wolfgirl behavior n expression hav betray wolfgirl...
if not...
then y wolfgirl still will seem like hav a big stone fall down in my heart even if i hav a happy time v frens at that day?
wolfgirl can't stop to recall his smell n scene v him anytime
especially when wolfgirl r at the place we hav go ever...
wolfgirl can't stop recall the first time i go eat steamboot is v him...
the first time he accompany me go buy clothes...
the first time we hav date at beach n...
also the first time we start love relationship in cinema...
all ppl around me can found out my weird behaviour n absent-mind...
n after wolfgirl hav a talk v fren...
wolfgirl juz know that honest may be the best way compare v the way wolfgirl using now...
for a long love relationship wolfgirl wanted...
that is...
wolfgirl decide to be honest to someone i lov...
n this is the first time wolfgirl to be honest to someone wolfgirl care very much as wolfgirl is seem like never honest to anybody even family...
wolfgirl r so weak...
bcos wolfgirl always criying when talk v him through phone...
but is that honest really is the best way to solve the problem?
wolfgirl is no sure...
bcos honest is not means that all thing can back to the past...
may be...
wolfgirl feel embarrassed when chat v him now...
how should wolfgirl do ah?
wolfgirl may be is a sentimental person ba...
for now...
since i knew him...
also bcos wolfgirl's heart already steal by him also ba...
wolfgirl hav feel some regret now ba...
but wolfgirl will attempt to no regret wat i hav done already...
as it is not my principal...
like wolfgirl lov somebody...