to: someone...
2day is a special day for wolfgirl
of course is not wolfgirl's bday la... but near also le...
so lucky hav this special day in wolfgirl life
n wolfgirl was so appreciate the gift givev by God
thanks God let wolfgirl meet someone who was same horoscope v wolfgirl
n summore bday was so close to each other
wolfgirl lov this chance n love
someone also hope wolfgirl's wish will bring to someone's heart...
in the time without someone stay bside wolfgirl
wolfgirl was feel lonely
n juz know that lov is so dependant
wolfgirl hav say that wolfgirl will try to bcom independant since someone was far away
but it's hard n hard
wolfgirl can say wolfgirl hav to seem independant in behaviour
but hard to bcom independent in heart
bcos wolfgirl know wolfgirl hav fall to someone n stick to someone now since we hav met one day and start our story
heart is suffer but hav to act normal
bcos wolfgirl dislike to share lov feeling v frens
aactually wolfgirl was very envy frens since their bf willing to come back juz to giv a susprise to them
wolfgirl was so hope someone will do this also but wolfgirl can't
bcos wolfgirl scare put too much pressure on him
as wolfgirl already hav ask him about such things several times
wolfgirl can't so willfulnessbcos wolfgirl know study is important than lov
as wolfgirl also will emphasize on study if hav to make choice
not bcos study is important than lov
is bcos we both were same horoscope
so wolfgirl can feel that we hope mutual win in our study n lov
that's y wolfgirl hav start keep the mind of playful
juz bcos plan to faster graduate so that can go kl meet someone
yesterday is so rush as plan to giv him a susprise gift on the time of his bday
but wolfgirl's laptop was not a good child
made wolfgirl send him the gift late
wolfgirl feel so sad n hav cry out when my lap treat me like that
but also no dare to let someone know wolfgirl crying
as his bday
so miss him
hope...
we can meet faster...
n hope someone hav a wonderful bday without wolfgirl 2day...
happy bday...
wolfgirl lov n miss someone
from: me
dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!
dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!
dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!
dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!
dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!
dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!dulan!!
y recently so many things make me dulan de!!!
n force me to say such foul language??
hate ppl ask me do thing last minutes...
hate!!!!!!!!!!
this is a busy sem for me
especially start from the middle of the sem
a lot of assignment and test...
busy until forming pressure on myself
never so want to escape from the college
but now i m think so
those busy work hav make me crazy
n i m fall into the darkness where i dunno the direction i hav to move
week 9 le
PR fair will held in week 11
although main organization hav been confirmed
but still hav a lot of things not yet settle well
how?how?how?
should i continuos worry those things
or juz leave it bside
worrying
regret to hav such this group structure
but i know that is impossible to regret after i make a decision
i know...
may be i should learn from this lesson next time le
pick member carefully
if not i will be regret again de
study life is so suffer as i think b4
hope can graduate soon n meet my bf in kl ah
miss u evil...
wolfgirl is so so so angry now...
so so stressful v the assignment
not juz bcos the assignment is too hard to do only
is also bcos wolfgirl r so so no "gan ki" v the mind of her
never hav c ppl so so so "native" , "normal", "respect", "forgetful" ...
dunno her mind is made from wat de...
now only know meaning of "helpless"
really curious how she can survise in this society now de...
haven't nobody teach her wat is call respect?
aiyo...
already so inconfident v this assignment
summore need to hav this kind de member
n bla bla bla
die lo
now wolfgirl is so ingin to say FCUK!!!
but no dare yet...
haih...
wolfgirl sure will die in these few week de if this condition r still keep going
n u all should be prepare to attend wolfgirl's funeral le...
oh my god...
god help me ah...
although wolfgirl r not ur child...
memorial day hav pass 2 days ago...
many things hav happens within these few months...
roller coaster hav go through my heart...
happy...angry...worry...sad...
assignment...relationship...test...
this period r so stress for me...
assignment r so heavy in my steelyard
until wolfgirl m so scare the coming august
happy in the beginning of starting this assignment
but now wolfgirl m worry n worry b4 the end...
so many inter-problem hav happens within this assignment
n wolfgirl now only know teamwork is so important to achieve a goals
n a good partner is a important factor to work together in an assignment...
so so so...hope everyone can hav good good partner in all task...
n also a good leader is important de...
now is 1 years and 1 months ago...
but day is start pass slowly...
until my lung start breath slowly n like horizon...
enthusiasm...sweetness...lost gradually..
wolfgirl dunno when wolfgirl's life will leave wolfgirl alone...
seem that wolfgirl r no same v the initial
mind r change from day to day
wolfgirl now seem r not a child anymore in wolfgirl's mind
although wolfgirl r still act like a child...
hav bcom more mature?
no...wolfgirl r think so...
bcos...wolfgirl still act like a child in front of anyone...
equilibrium life for now
but waves in heart
quit or no quit?
angry or forgive?
cry or keep tears?
haih...
wolfgirl dislike to be angry...
but y wolfgirl still hav to be angry in heart in this nervous period?
dislike what wolfgirl dislike...
dislike to be a wolfgirl in this condition...
wolfgirl r miss someone now
hope someone can save me from this stress period...
scaring now...
distance make distance far further...
so so no confident v heart distance of someone...
can last forever or ...
holding in once?
heart is teng to first...
but mind is tend to second...
hard to decide...
both r part of bady of wolfgirl...
wolfgirl lov+miss someone...
dunno how someone's thinking ah...
