wat u really wanted to be?

Fourth Chapter Never Never Vigorous
I Dunno Wat I Wan To Be

i believe b4, the most terrible thing is dunno wat each other wan to be

wat do him think in his heart?does him lov me?who he lov more?

does him wan to be v me together?Does all he told is real?

watdo him hope me to be?

does his future include me?

i juz hope that i can know wat he think in his heart, so i no need to hesitate now

when i m really can't guess, i only ask:

"wat u really wan to be?"

his answer is unclear.since that time, i swear will lov myself more, i will no guess again wat he is thinking

until, one day, i found that, i dunno wat i wan to be, is the most terrible thing.

if u ask me wan i really wan to be, i would say that i also dunno.

i never lost direction like now. i m not wan to prolong, i m also no wan to lie u, but i really dunno wat m i wan to be

u keep asking, but i still can't giv u a satisfied answer. in this moment, i awake suddenly, when i m asking other ppl " wat does u really want o be?", i m so young.

benefit of young, dun simply push the responsible to other ppl. originally, when we r grew up, no young anymore, we juz found that, the most terrible, r not anybody, r ourselve.

translated from wolfgirl

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yaya...

wolfgirl always fall into this condition de...

i lov the person who u r now

Second Chapter Never Never Agony

The Thing You Want Me To Know

we all hav our past except we r first lover for each other

when we r young, we would ask:

"how many lov relationship do u hav?"

"how many gf do u hav b4?"

"how many sex relationship do u hav b4?"

"y u will broke up v her?r her was ur true lover?"

when we growth up a bit, after we hav more lov relationship experience, we won't ask these kind of questions again

i even no want to knowif he will say, then i sure would like to listen.

how can't i dun wan to know?i juz dun wan to seek the answer myselfi will listen to how much he decide to say.

he will tell me gradually.i won't ask when he stop to tell me suddenly.

one day,when mention our last lov relationship, if he say:

"u know all my past."

then i will smile n say:

"i know wat u wan to let me know."

yes, i only will know wat u wan me to know.i won't tell u anything i dun wan to talk.

i lov the person who u r now, so y i hav to force u to tell me ur past? that is juz like i force u to lie on me. if i know ur past lover r too good, i will jealous. i rather to dunno. so i juz can believe that i m ur true lover forever.translated by wolfgirl

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wolfgirl really need to leard from wat wolfgirl hav read in this book

so so meaningful...

fearless

wolfgirl

last week

a happy week v my bday n PR fair
finally
PR fair hav pass
n we all can take de long rest
but
god won't treat us so kind de
a lot of problem hav appears gradually
wolfgirl mayb really need to learn more from other especially shake
she is more mature in her mind n behaviour
while wolfgirl is so childish in all decision n action
wolfgirl know wat the personality wolfgirl really r
wolfgirl is not a patient girl
wolfgirl is dislike last minutes work
n wolfgirl is dislike to querrel face-to-face v ppl
mayb bcos wolfgirl is not so professional in querrel
n also mayb querrel emphasize on my own benefit
that is wolfgirl prefer to hav fren than hav enemy
that's y wolfgirl will keep unhappy thing in heart n only complain to frens but never querrel face-to-face v ppl
wolfgirl really is not a patient girl
although wolfgirl will act patient in first few times
but after concept of punctual hav lost many times
then never hope wolfgirl will act patient anymore
mayb some ppl will say wolfgirl is not a punctual ppl so no qualifies to say like this
but wolfgirl will say that
wolfgirl will only be no patient after same conditions include certain ppl hapens repeatly
last
wolfgirl hate ppl use such XXXX attitude to sms v me
wolfgirl is not anyone's pet or maid
can't juz let ppl use that kind of attitude to order wolfgirl do this do that
please think b4 wanna sms such thing to wolfgirl
wolfgirl will no patient juz bcos worldgirl can't tahan these condition anymore
if they wan to say me
then go ahead
sometimes wolfgirl think we r same horoscope
so mayb we r similar personalities
but the fact tell me
wolfgirl not yet control by my horoscope
or in the opposite hand
wolfgirl won't use horoscope to be an excuse to do over things
sometimes wolfgirl really hope to act like shake
to be a fearless ppl
but seem is a far journey for wolfgirl
mayb wolfgirl only will be a fearless wolfgirl when the end of the world r coming...

tulan

please dun take ppl thing simplyly
i hate ppl do it without my premission
please inform or ask me b4 take my thing
i m very tulan these few day
hard disc hav lost
spoon also
other also
summore wan me lost how many things
hating now

30 July hang out

i like this look^^

first time fren say i look pretty n fashion
so happy de
but unfortunately i m at pragin not gurney
hhaa
so can't forget wong kok at there
as this is the bad experience of my dinner time
service is so bad
server always forget our order repeatly
n treat us badly
dunno is wong kok at prangin only so bad service or all also are bad
at the time i hav dinner at wong kok
i only can comment that
kimXXXry de service are better than that
hahihaih
forgot to say happ birthday to michell that day
30 July
happy bday