fly away

*chance fly away*

I should have own transport

and I don't think I can make it by 7.30am everyday

~the end~

*mistake*

hmm

a little updated progess for my internship

receive a call from ms.lim

and she asked me whether interested with that company

as that company required some intern who know chinese

and I only realize I forgot write one alphabet behind the company name that I wanted

(seems like it)

and then it become other company that the location is far away

*mistake* 

she asked me go back and check the google map

and found that the I have to take LRT with 1 or 2 hours time to reach there

but anyway

I just replied her that I am still ok with that "wrong" company

as I know my qualification have no rich as other

hope I have the chance to be interviewed

good luck to me

and have no special wish to be hired if after interviewed

(2 hours time to reach before working time...=(...)

~the end~

feel to give up if I am over stress

hmm

I think I will only update my blog frequently when there's something sad

it's a tough night for me just now

tears can't be controlled even writing the blog now

I know I have no right to complaint

as I am the decided to stay at here myself
that's why I should follow whatever ridiculous and over tough rules and policy at here

and try to be a good listener for an hour above with my best patience

and after the lesson

more than 20 rules I can memorizes in once time

and told all the rules I had memorized to someone while the tears can't stop falling

cry silently but loudly and nonstop

thanks someone hug me tightly

and fell sweet and thanks for his "decision" at that moment

but I am strongly stop him to doing that
forced him to listen to me and stayed at here currently by hugging and pleasing him

mouth is stopping him although I wanted have a fresh air very much

but can't

at least not that moment

because it won't be good for both of us

why?

I know I love him

and so I love his families too

I don't want this matter be serious among his families because of me

but

it make me forced to make a decision in my life

I think I won't get married forever

as I have no confident to take care of a tidy home

if he's the only and last lover in my life

and
it makes me think that it's still not a right time to bring him home
may be few more years later
 until I am confident enough with his families culture

~the end~

addicted to Fringe!!!

hilo

guys

here i m agains after a couple of days

hmm

one more drama series I had addiced to it after One Piece recently

actually I had watch this drama for a long time

and stop for a period for waiting the new season come out

and just start to continue watch the new season again few days ago

and it's really make me can't stop to follow it

as it was Fringe!!!

and seriously

I am really like all the main character in this drama

all their acting will make you thought it really a realistic show but not a acting drama

(hope you know what I meant)

and I can't even find flaw on their face expression

(it's not a joke...)

the main character form left to right:

Nina Sharp, Philip Boyles, Olivia Dunham, Peter Bishop, Walter Bishop, Chalie Francis and Astrid Farnsworth

okay

let start with the Olivia Dunham by Anna Torv, the main female character

I like her hair style at right side of the photos above

she looks so pretty

she was a smart FBI agent in this drama

and

Peter Bishop by Joshua Jackson, the main male character

he was so attractive and cool with his little beard

hope he can be together with Olivia

Walter Bishop by John Noble, the second main male character

 he was Peter's father

but they are not closer as well

because of he was the killer upon the death of his wife

but the truth was???

please watch the series

and the another Walter in another world was a head of Fringe division without Alzheimer's Disease and I dislike him as he was bad

I like the scene that describe the relationship between him and his son

it make me touch several times

besides the main character

here are some secondary characters where they are really important to make the drama success too

William Bell by Leonard Nimoy

he was the partner of Walter Bishop

and he was also the owner of Massive Dynamic, a scientific research institute

he was the main cause of the story happened

and he was stay in another space or world

Philip Broyles by Lance Reddick

he was head of Fringe division who also the boss of Olivia

he was so cool and he was really good in season 3

where the another him in another space or world was helping the real Olivia back to her real and true world

again

please watch the drama

=)

Charlie Francis by Kirk Acevedo

he was the colleague of Olivia

and he was another cool guy too

a kind man who have helping Olivia always

but unfortunately 

 he had died in a case in season 1 or 2

sad

Nina Sharp by Blair Brown

she was the high ranking employee of Massive Dynamic who helping William take care of it

and most of the time

she was knew a lot of information in the cases

and so she can known as "of Human Action"

Astrid Farnsworth by Jasika Nicole

she was a FBI junior agent but she was stationed in lab with Walter to guide and take care of him

she was a reminder for Walter as he have Alzheimer's Disease

hmm

finally finished introduce all the character I like to you guys

and I hope you will not bored with this post

last before I end the post

here are some scene I liked

 Olivia in another world and he gain helps from the taxi driver in the way back to the real world

Peter and Walter

son and father

although they was some mistake that can't cross over

but the concern and worries shown every time when each of them in dangerous

  

 they was investigating case

 Peter and Olivia

they was not in love throughout these 3 season

but

they was in a blur boundary that above good friend

and it make me so expected that they should be together

hmm

really like both of them

their face expression tell story throughout the entire story

Chalie was helping Olivia checking something secretly while she was disallow to follow the case

 They were doing an experiment

 Olivia was trying to go into her memory to found out something which annoyed her always

Walter alway doing some weird experiment that shocked Astrid

 Olive with her neice, Ella

 Willian and Walter

and last

once again

to make you curious more about this drama

please see this photo 

it's really one of the scene in the drama in season 3

and hope you will addicted to this drama as me too

^^

~the end~

  

Enough!!!

hi

I am back without the continuous part of the preview post

too lazy and no mood to post since left here so many days

so

please just forgive me

 Enough!!!

I am here finally

with the heat inside the heart

ya

I am mad seriously

I dunno how long can I get to use to this situation

my patient and temper are being challenged again and again

no future for the same point I dislike to happens repeatly

I know and he know

this point will lead to quarrel and cold war in the end most of the time

but it still can't be stopped to happened

I am seriously disappointed with this act

and sometimes I really dislike to stay at somewhere

as a lot of policy I needed to follow

and I really wanted to reinforced that I am not maid for anyone

please don't ask me to do all thing for anyone

it's doesn't means I am offend to anyone

but instead

I am really trying very hard to respect anyone who are elder 

that's why I am trying hard to keep my bad temper and be patient to follow what you want

so

can I have a space to breath and have a wonderful sweet life without those annoying thing?

thanks

~the end~

thanks