muster the cheek when I am weak

working life is still going on

but get bitter and bitter in heart

it's make me realize how weak how careless am I during work

feel stress and upset

but can't show it on face

so

muster the cheek

when tears want to escape from eyes

it become a habit for me when I don't want let people to see my weakness

keep it endure

as I am weak and lack of work capability

I can't win myself even though I am just compared with myself

~the end~

again...

started to fell stress

once again

it make me realize that I am disappointed with my English pronunciation

how should I survive in the following months?

and

fell scare with him even though he is good in keep teaching me how to improve while talking on phone

=(

intern life began with suffer

~the end~

gathering

Happy gathering with ah yao, her friend-nichole, da lou and ice

but sad with absent of hl

anyway

still expect our complete next gathering at sushi king, times square

and

gambteh for all of you in intern

=)

~the end~

calling non stop

*telemarketing make people tired*

spent whole day to contact 100 people

but not yet complete the target

have to put much effort tomorrow

=(

~the end~

no more motivation to celebrate valentine day

Happy Valentine Day

although

it's a SUCK first valentine day I had chance to celebrate with someone after be together for 2-3 years

plan keep postponed and postponed

until I already have no expectation to celebrate it lately

because the plan look like will never have a fix and confirm date to conduct

today is end up without any celebration but cold war

nice job

~the end~