Pearls in the Sea

This Is the time wolfgirl started to learn the way of control tears don;t to fall down easily
smile...smile...smile n smile...
unnforgotten memories but try to forget n delete all
so hard to forget somebody or something sometime
hate to forget them but hav to do it
bcos wolfgirl knowall those memories make wolfgirl be crazy as soon as possible
those memories like the serius disease
erose wolfgirl's mind gradually
until wolfgirl flooding in sea
like a pearl fall in the sea
n become part of sea
melting in the sea
wolfgirl r suffering now
heart is always in pain
tears r not obedient wolfgirl
as they always want to leave their home
n go to the outside world
tears r like the teenagers nowadays
so so treason
n so so weak
wolfgirl hate to be weak
but wolfgirl is still weak for now...

犹豫不定、忧郁的狼女。。。

对狼女来说
记忆里
太过于深刻的爱情
即使只是暂时的分离
心不止会痛得无法呼吸
同时也会痛得失去了感觉
狼女就是这样
明明知道这样的分离的期限
但狼女
却还是对这样的分离有着强烈的不安
总觉得一年的期限实在太长了
对狼女来说
一年里可以发生许许多多无法预测且也不想发生的事
也许可以这样说
狼女是个悲观的人吧
受到了外界许多的影响
看过也听过了许许多多的爱情
知道爱情有恒久天长的或是悲欢离合的
而现在悲欢离合的爱情实在是太多了
也或许是因为狼女太怕受伤害吧
还是狼女太怕被背叛呢
所以才有了现在犹豫不定、忧郁的狼女
常常心里都有股想哭的冲动
怎么办啊
或许狼女的性格一早就注定了狼女的爱情会出现许多的考验吧
不知道
狼女真的是一个很怪的狼女
家庭环境造就了这样悲观、忧郁性格的狼女
也注定了狼女对于童话故事般的爱情与婚姻即憧憬但却又。。。
敬而远之。。。
遇上了。。。
却对未来不抱着美好的期望。。。
整天压抑住想哭的冲动
狼女也许就要的忧郁症了吧
狼女真希望能在朋友面前
更想被某人抱着痛痛快快得哭一场
而不是躲在角落里的。。。
懦弱狮子女。。。

nightmare

wolfgirl is unhappy in these few days since started sem break
not only bcos wolfgirl hav to separate v asomeone i miss so much fo a long duration but also is bcos
wolfgirl is not like all person in this world
can manage a good relationship av family
dunno how long the years ha pass
seem like after wolfgirl hav get into high school study
from that time
wolfgirl hav experience many thing that mostly related to family
n those all matter hav made me growth up n realize that wolfgirl's family is not the family wolfgirl wish expect
wolfgirl already forget hav how many times worlgirl hav admire or envy friends' family around me
wolfgirl already forget that how many times wolfgirl hav cry at night n swear that wolfgirl won't cry again for any unvalueble things but wolfgirl always broke it
wolfgirl is a vangeful wolf
bcos wolfgirl hate weak
cry make wolfgirl weak
so dunno hav how many times wolfgirl hav swear in heart secretly
those experience hav made wolfgirl forget family relationship r actually hav exist in the world
inferiority hav grew up in wolfgirl's heart
that's y wolfgirl no dare to let people surroundding knows my family's things
furthermore wolfgirl no like to remember sad or bad memories
so wolfgirl already dun believe that love in family
wolfgirl hav a dream since wolfgirl is young
n wolfgirl hope that that dream will come true as fast
wolfgirl will keep going to shake off those memories wolfgirl hate
especially is meomories of travelling v family
wolfgirl hate travel full of quarrel
so hope wolfgirl hav courage to break away from this nightmare

a letter to an evil come from outerspace in my heart

so long time no have update blog le
wolfgirl hav many things in mind
but now all forget lo
haha
wolfgirl hav finish exam recently
n now r having a long rest time in hometown
dunno should be happy or sad
bcos finish the exam means that i will no hav any chances to c or meet someone wolfgirl hav miss so much as wolfgirl r at hometown during sem break

to: Alienpig

no sure that is that time is our last time can touch ur eyes, to hold ur hands or lays on ur chest?
should wolfgirl expect alienpig can graduate succesfully or should wolfgirl expect alienpig stay at penang?
wolfgirl is not so confident wat is the feeling wolfgirl hav in the heart
may be half half
if wolfgirl confident with alienpig can pass his resist paper then that means wolfgirl can't c him for along time
if wolfgirl no confident with he can graduate then may be wolfgirl r not a good gf ba
how do wolfgril choose?
should wolfgirl be selfish or not selfish?
no matter wat will going on between us
wolfgirl will appreciate all things alienpig hav teach n giv me
wolfgirl will appreciate all tears left behind us
no matter r from sad happy or miss someone
thanks u hav been let me learn that all female will become weak after fall into a relationship even u r a tough girl
alienpig
r u still remember wat wolfgirl hav say to u b4 our last day meet?
u know wolfgirl deeply
so u must know that wolfgirl hav how reluctant to separate v u for the duration we do not know
may b u will dunno or u know but u choose to act as dunno at that night we hav cold war from queensbay that
actually i hav almost no no sleep all night
n i hav say a lot of things to u when u r sleeping
i think i m a wilfulness ba
as everytime is i starting the cold war de
n i only think about my feeling n no hav think ur feeling
may b u say right
u know me better than i know u
i know how much u hav love me
but i dunno how to respond to ur love
may b now is the time to tell u that the answer
as i scare i will no hav other chance to let u know that
i prefer to like the chu zai ringtones to wake u up everyday forever
actually wolfgirl is not a touch girl like wat i hav say to u b4 that i won't cry for any no valueble things
bcos i found that i hav always cry for u...
a no valuable but must be exist around me de air...

from wolfpig