相思/寂寞

这几天 一个的人的夜晚

无所事事  无伴可诉

于是 想念起有伴的时刻

才发现 原来

相思病 在我家

似乎 爱的代价是

寂寞与孤单

你是否 也是如此?

性感/自信

 

性感 不等于 风骚 

它是 一种魅力

每个部位 每个姿态 举手投足间

骨子里 所散发出的  美丽 诱惑

羡慕 这种人

不求完美 但求自信

衣着 不追求 奢华 

但秉持 简单 随性 

用自信 展现 自我

无意的回头 

一片裸唇 些许淡妆

配上 自信的外衣

顿时 格外亮眼

而且 性感万分

何时 我能有如此 性感的刹那

何时 我能有如此 自信的时刻

何时 我能有如此 两者兼据的完美人生

Emo

I am wondering

the reason I am so emotional these few days

perhaps is the worry about my future life after my 21st birthday

I would like to go back to my secondary life

since life pass fast after graduation

do you agree?

旅行 / 他

突然 有股冲动

想 一个人 去旅行

抑或是 来个人间蒸发

走走拍拍 沿途的人事物

来一场 心灵沉淀

找寻 真正的自我

但是

我不够勇敢 不够潇洒 不够干脆

而且

我害怕 我的消失

他是否 无法忘怀

他是否 无法理解

最重要的是

他会否 会挂念 思念 想念

我在的日子

是的

我又在胡思乱想了

问世间 情为何物

我不懂 也不想懂

我只是喜欢

被爱的回忆

有爱的日子

所以说 我中毒了

爱情的魔咒

让我 太过于 

习惯他的存在

爱得无法自拔

慌神 / 迷惑

喜欢 坐在巴士上  

欣赏 沿途的风景

烦恼 却涌上心头 

思考 究竟要如何

爱情 是否有未来

毕竟 我不够完美

脾气 不懂得收敛

唠叨 是家常便饭

抱怨 是常有的事

虚荣 花钱如流水

任性 不受人管教

到底 你为何爱我

到底 你有否后悔

或是 你曾想出轨　　

情绪 异常地失落

常想 若爱情消失

你我 能否做朋友

尽管 得强颜欢笑

日子 还得照样过

哀愁 飘上我心头

想哭 尽情的痛哭

也许 当我遇上他

爱情 早已种下根

如今 已驻足心中

我说 未知的恐惧

让我 害怕去想象

害怕 向爱情承诺

希望 时间 不会是阻碍

朋友 / 七月尾的遗憾

朋友

如果爱情还是爱情 

能否让它回归到甜蜜的日子 

别让它做迷途羔羊

如果爱情真的无法找到它的出生地

那随他去吧 

希望你能听听我的心里话 

虽然只有一年多的友谊

但

我 诚心的希望

你的心  

能够放下过去 与他的回忆

虽然我不知道

你和他之间的导火线

如果爱情是如此的脆弱 不堪一击

我对爱情 无法再有所期望 

且 丝丝隐忧藏以我心中

尽管 我和他已有这般长的美好日子

New Layout of My Cupboard and Study Table

 Everyone was busy with their assignment this weekend

but I am the exception

spending my whole Saturday at IKEA and The Curve

keep walking around these two places several times

to persuade myself to shop anything I should have

I would said

 I am a shopaholic

willing to spend money on anything it make me look nicer, pretty and multifunction

in material form

spend a night to tidy up my cupboard and study table

here are the new layout although it's still messy

better then previous

bought a new skubb from IKEA

it's useful for me to keep so much clothes

but I hope it can last long and not fall down one day

since I like to buy clothes

XP

ok...

It's looks like I never tidy up my study table and my places huh?

you are wrong...

I did

but the problem is I have a lot of thing at here

I guess I have moved all my things come here from hometown

I have only bought the 5 white magazines file for RM 5

it's so cheap huh?

and

the basket for putting plastic was only RM 9

is it as pretty decoration besides storing plastic beg?

I would said

besides the traffic jam in car park

I am really enjoy to shopping at IKEA

although I have not yet have an own house to decorate

=(

X)

~The End~

It's Just Me

 face with lack of sleep 

me without make up except eye brown

hmmmt

I am so frustrated with two thing in college through out this semester

 can everyone stop asking me anything regarding my eye brown?

I am tired to repeat the same answer

T.T

and

I know I am fat

and my stomach keep getting fat and fatter

I will try to exercise more if I can

thank you

~The End~

Photos Edited by Phones

 I have found some interesting camera in Mr. Penguin's phone that can editing photos

here are some effect

 an original shoot without any edit

I like the feel of the sunlight come in through the window

 opps

the artist was drawing the curtain

whose jean was hanging besides the curtain?

 is it lomo effect?

 I like this effect too

 like it too

 me in original taken photos

 seems like I am only look pretty in black and white effect huh?

 the artist was drawing me because he liking me

^^

original me

not in good condition that day

one big eyes with double eyelid

I am wonder why don't both become double eyelid at the same time

me in messy hair

didn't blew my hair after taking shower

because forgot brought hair dryer

=(

~the end~

My random SS photos

 

start with my funny smiling face

 his hiding face as usual

 a smile without showing my teeth

piggy mouth as usual

and the dress code of the day

be a red shoes sexy lady 

p/s: he forget take a whole body picture with my high heel

(lazy to crop the photos)

I like this pair of my red high heel

unfortunately

Vincci have sales recently

this high heel have 20% discount

argh!!!

=(

last but not least

guess who is the in this picture?

~the end~

You Are Step On My Nail NOW!

DAMN TMNET UNIFI!!!

FUCK OFF!!

sore throat

sore throat

not because of sick or fever

because of swallowing tears

it's

my first time I wish to give up immediately

can i give up?

心 想要花钱

想要 购物

我到底怎么了？

我想 我需要心理医生

奇迹、希望、振作

奇迹 希望

美丽的传说 美丽的谎言

只是此刻 

我希望 奇迹的到来

*振作*

此刻唯一的办法

小丑 / 累

无人知道

欢笑过后

转个身 举起手

小丑的眼泪 

被脸上的妆

吃抹掉 

做人累 

做小丑更累 且悲哀

想要逃避

无助 惆怅

宁静的夜里 谁人能教我

讨厌 认输

但这次 我救不到自己

因为 它 

不是 Theory 

是formula

Poor Talent

Tonight will be a long long night with Budget Summary

*I hate Calculating!*

as I have no talent in anything with figure

proof from my shopaholic dilemma

=m=

~The End~

Thank You Sincerely

Seems like I is at the level of self-actualization

add value to myself gradually

although paid no much

but

I am still satisfied

because I know I am still newbie in "EDM world"

thanks my intern company, MAD

thanks for outsourcing me

thanks for giving me opportunity to recover my potential

and lead me to learn extra knowledge

thanks for the compliment and encouragement to study design

it will be a sweet night tonight

^^

~the end~

I love this moment althought I am in maze...

sitting near by the balcony with the door are open

 listen to the sound of wind blow,

the sound of people playing water in swimming pool,

the sound of guys playing basket ball, and

to the sound of kids playing at playground

these all are sign for the best time in a day, afternoon/evening

 the moment when I am finally sit in front of my laptop after cleaning house and do laundry

I would say

the achievement of cleaning house and done laundry

+

the smell of floor detergent and clothes detergent in wind

make me feel so fresh for this enjoyable moment

I think

despite the tiredness

I am really like to do laundry and cleaning house

just like a housewife/mother

Perhaps

I am born to be outstanding that I love to do whatever things that other people don't like to to in my age

so do my thought and perception on all things

I know

the other reason I love to cleaning house

is

I am releasing my pressure while doing this

this post

again

I am claiming pressure

looks like I am adding much pressure on myself recently

can I don't want in pressure?

WAKE UP your mind

WF

it's time to face the pressure and take it

don't make everyone disappointed with you

said from my heart

  " I am just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze, and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

Can't do it alone

I've tried, but I don't know why "

sang by Lenka in The Show

~the end~