fish>>>spa

hehe

first time trying fish spa oh

nice nice nice

h1n1?!scary...

scary scary ah...
recently h1n1 seem hav bcom serious in penang
always can hear from frens that
our college hav h1n1 case
n hav few students comfirm le
n also hav few students are suspected
so scary
may students wearing mask in college
make we all so scare
summore if anyone r sick
we first response r
did u hav all the symptons of h1n1
so scare nia
haihaih
wolfgirl now so scary also
bcos wolfgirl these few day always cough
n b serious le
still thinking wanna go c doctor or not
but wolfgirl scare doctor ask me go stay in hospital or home
haiha...
hope body faster be good good la
bcos wolfgirl hav presentation on next monday ah
:(

dun always talk nonsense la...

"don't always talk nonsense la..."

wolfgirl r thinking now

sometimes guy r no understand y gf always like to talk nonsense

not bcos girl r not serious ppl

is bcos girl r trying to make bf happy n release from stress

guy dunno that no matter how serious their gf actually r in daily life

girl will try to act like nonsense ppl in front of their bf

juz bcos they dun 1 their bf to worry about them

juz bcos they know that their stress r more lighter than their bf''s stress

so they will act as nonsense ppl after complain their stress to their bf

bcos they wan their bf to forget exist of pressure


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wolfgirl r bet my lov relationship now

wolfgirl bet that my lov relationship will last forever v my intuition

wolfgirl dun 1 to think the meaning brought by his saying

wolfgirl dun 1 to push myself into sad memory yet

someone hav ask wolfgirl y wolfgirl always in bad mood de

n wolfgirl can't giv him a proper answer on the spot

is it bcos wolfgirl's personality are more emphasize on sadness?

or is bcos thing around me always lead me fall into bad mood??

or juz bcos wolfgirl hav bcos sad ppl after someone stay far away from me???


if one day ur bf ask u to no always talk nonsense thing


how will u response?


wolfgirl's tears r attempt to run out from my eyes in this moment


wolfgirl try to no breath


juz to dun 1 let someone know that wolfgirl r crying in other side of the phone


sometimes


wolfgirl really lov lov relationship


as it let wolfgirl bcom sweet n happy


sometimes


wolfgirl will regret to fall in lov


as it bring a lot of pain to wolfgirl


but if wan wolfgirl to leave from the lov relationship


then wolfgirl can't do it


as wolfgirl not willing to escape from challenge in lov relationship


mayb it is the time to let we both take a rest for awhile


wolfgirl means juz leave some space to let each other breath


juz like rubber ban


cannot too loose n too tight


may be wolfgirl r too long time no meet someone le


that's y wolfgirl easy to fall tears when talk v someone


wolfgirl really is not like a wolf


wolfgirl r bcom more moody le


since someone hav award me the emotion that wolfgirl never hav b4


thanks to someone


but these emotion r really such a suffer gift for wolfgirl


dunno someone will c wolfgirl writing mah??


mayb yes mayb no


but most possible is no de


wolfgirl think that someone already forget wolfgirl de blog le ba


basically


wolfgirl write blog is not aim for let other read de


but sometimes


mayb most of the time


wolfgirl r more write blog for someone de


so wolfgirl hope that someone may tidak sengaja de hav read wolfgirl's blog...


but may be someone will more understand wolfgirl after read wolfgirl's blog


or may be someone will found that wolfgirl r different as wat the wolfgirl u know b4


dunno


wolfgirl dunno...


2night is still a silence night


without star n moon n rain


dunno someone r doing wat now ah??


is him sleeping now?


wolfgirl hope he is sleeping...


g9...


hope someone hav a sweet dream without me...


since he will feel vexed if wolfgirl at there...


good night or good midnight...

prom night look

b4 go prom night

wolfgirl r look at??target food??

hehe~~wolfgirl r appears at night le oh^^

wat u really wanted to be?

Fourth Chapter Never Never Vigorous
I Dunno Wat I Wan To Be

i believe b4, the most terrible thing is dunno wat each other wan to be

wat do him think in his heart?does him lov me?who he lov more?

does him wan to be v me together?Does all he told is real?

watdo him hope me to be?

does his future include me?

i juz hope that i can know wat he think in his heart, so i no need to hesitate now

when i m really can't guess, i only ask:

"wat u really wan to be?"

his answer is unclear.since that time, i swear will lov myself more, i will no guess again wat he is thinking

until, one day, i found that, i dunno wat i wan to be, is the most terrible thing.

if u ask me wan i really wan to be, i would say that i also dunno.

i never lost direction like now. i m not wan to prolong, i m also no wan to lie u, but i really dunno wat m i wan to be

u keep asking, but i still can't giv u a satisfied answer. in this moment, i awake suddenly, when i m asking other ppl " wat does u really want o be?", i m so young.

benefit of young, dun simply push the responsible to other ppl. originally, when we r grew up, no young anymore, we juz found that, the most terrible, r not anybody, r ourselve.

translated from wolfgirl

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yaya...

wolfgirl always fall into this condition de...

i lov the person who u r now

Second Chapter Never Never Agony

The Thing You Want Me To Know

we all hav our past except we r first lover for each other

when we r young, we would ask:

"how many lov relationship do u hav?"

"how many gf do u hav b4?"

"how many sex relationship do u hav b4?"

"y u will broke up v her?r her was ur true lover?"

when we growth up a bit, after we hav more lov relationship experience, we won't ask these kind of questions again

i even no want to knowif he will say, then i sure would like to listen.

how can't i dun wan to know?i juz dun wan to seek the answer myselfi will listen to how much he decide to say.

he will tell me gradually.i won't ask when he stop to tell me suddenly.

one day,when mention our last lov relationship, if he say:

"u know all my past."

then i will smile n say:

"i know wat u wan to let me know."

yes, i only will know wat u wan me to know.i won't tell u anything i dun wan to talk.

i lov the person who u r now, so y i hav to force u to tell me ur past? that is juz like i force u to lie on me. if i know ur past lover r too good, i will jealous. i rather to dunno. so i juz can believe that i m ur true lover forever.translated by wolfgirl

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wolfgirl really need to leard from wat wolfgirl hav read in this book

so so meaningful...

fearless

wolfgirl

last week

a happy week v my bday n PR fair
finally
PR fair hav pass
n we all can take de long rest
but
god won't treat us so kind de
a lot of problem hav appears gradually
wolfgirl mayb really need to learn more from other especially shake
she is more mature in her mind n behaviour
while wolfgirl is so childish in all decision n action
wolfgirl know wat the personality wolfgirl really r
wolfgirl is not a patient girl
wolfgirl is dislike last minutes work
n wolfgirl is dislike to querrel face-to-face v ppl
mayb bcos wolfgirl is not so professional in querrel
n also mayb querrel emphasize on my own benefit
that is wolfgirl prefer to hav fren than hav enemy
that's y wolfgirl will keep unhappy thing in heart n only complain to frens but never querrel face-to-face v ppl
wolfgirl really is not a patient girl
although wolfgirl will act patient in first few times
but after concept of punctual hav lost many times
then never hope wolfgirl will act patient anymore
mayb some ppl will say wolfgirl is not a punctual ppl so no qualifies to say like this
but wolfgirl will say that
wolfgirl will only be no patient after same conditions include certain ppl hapens repeatly
last
wolfgirl hate ppl use such XXXX attitude to sms v me
wolfgirl is not anyone's pet or maid
can't juz let ppl use that kind of attitude to order wolfgirl do this do that
please think b4 wanna sms such thing to wolfgirl
wolfgirl will no patient juz bcos worldgirl can't tahan these condition anymore
if they wan to say me
then go ahead
sometimes wolfgirl think we r same horoscope
so mayb we r similar personalities
but the fact tell me
wolfgirl not yet control by my horoscope
or in the opposite hand
wolfgirl won't use horoscope to be an excuse to do over things
sometimes wolfgirl really hope to act like shake
to be a fearless ppl
but seem is a far journey for wolfgirl
mayb wolfgirl only will be a fearless wolfgirl when the end of the world r coming...

tulan

please dun take ppl thing simplyly
i hate ppl do it without my premission
please inform or ask me b4 take my thing
i m very tulan these few day
hard disc hav lost
spoon also
other also
summore wan me lost how many things
hating now

30 July hang out

i like this look^^

first time fren say i look pretty n fashion
so happy de
but unfortunately i m at pragin not gurney
hhaa
so can't forget wong kok at there
as this is the bad experience of my dinner time
service is so bad
server always forget our order repeatly
n treat us badly
dunno is wong kok at prangin only so bad service or all also are bad
at the time i hav dinner at wong kok
i only can comment that
kimXXXry de service are better than that
hahihaih
forgot to say happ birthday to michell that day
30 July
happy bday

happy birthday to someone

to: someone...

2day is a special day for wolfgirl
of course is not wolfgirl's bday la... but near also le...
so lucky hav this special day in wolfgirl life
n wolfgirl was so appreciate the gift givev by God
thanks God let wolfgirl meet someone who was same horoscope v wolfgirl
n summore bday was so close to each other
wolfgirl lov this chance n love
someone also hope wolfgirl's wish will bring to someone's heart...
in the time without someone stay bside wolfgirl
wolfgirl was feel lonely
n juz know that lov is so dependant
wolfgirl hav say that wolfgirl will try to bcom independant since someone was far away
but it's hard n hard
wolfgirl can say wolfgirl hav to seem independant in behaviour
but hard to bcom independent in heart
bcos wolfgirl know wolfgirl hav fall to someone n stick to someone now since we hav met one day and start our story
heart is suffer but hav to act normal
bcos wolfgirl dislike to share lov feeling v frens
aactually wolfgirl was very envy frens since their bf willing to come back juz to giv a susprise to them
wolfgirl was so hope someone will do this also but wolfgirl can't
bcos wolfgirl scare put too much pressure on him
as wolfgirl already hav ask him about such things several times
wolfgirl can't so willfulnessbcos wolfgirl know study is important than lov
as wolfgirl also will emphasize on study if hav to make choice
not bcos study is important than lov
is bcos we both were same horoscope
so wolfgirl can feel that we hope mutual win in our study n lov
that's y wolfgirl hav start keep the mind of playful
juz bcos plan to faster graduate so that can go kl meet someone
yesterday is so rush as plan to giv him a susprise gift on the time of his bday
but wolfgirl's laptop was not a good child
made wolfgirl send him the gift late
wolfgirl feel so sad n hav cry out when my lap treat me like that
but also no dare to let someone know wolfgirl crying
as his bday
so miss him
hope...
we can meet faster...
n hope someone hav a wonderful bday without wolfgirl 2day...
happy bday...
wolfgirl lov n miss someone

from: me