does honest is right to someone??

long time no write blog le...
confusing now...
actually wat is relationship...
wolfgirl hav face a problem recently...
n i thought i hav a best way to solve the problem...
but originally i found that i hav feel so regret after use that way...
thay's y wolfgirl will feel very say within a days after use that way...
wolfgirl thought that wolfgirl hav to separate v someone forever already
n will never meet n contact again...
heart feel so pain n wolfgirl's tears can't stop to fall out...
wolfgirl know wat wolfgirl's heart r thinking n wanted...
but wolfgirl no dare to tell him the true...
wolfgirl always make ppl around me unhappy ba...
if not...
then y everytime ppl who go out v me fanally still hav to worry about me?
wolfgirl thought wolfgirl can hide everything sad deeply...
but originally...
wolfgirl behavior n expression hav betray wolfgirl...
if not...
then y wolfgirl still will seem like hav a big stone fall down in my heart even if i hav a happy time v frens at that day?
wolfgirl can't stop to recall his smell n scene v him anytime
especially when wolfgirl r at the place we hav go ever...
wolfgirl can't stop recall the first time i go eat steamboot is v him...
the first time he accompany me go buy clothes...
the first time we hav date at beach n...
also the first time we start love relationship in cinema...
all ppl around me can found out my weird behaviour n absent-mind...
n after wolfgirl hav a talk v fren...
wolfgirl juz know that honest may be the best way compare v the way wolfgirl using now...
for a long love relationship wolfgirl wanted...
that is...
wolfgirl decide to be honest to someone i lov...
n this is the first time wolfgirl to be honest to someone wolfgirl care very much as wolfgirl is seem like never honest to anybody even family...
wolfgirl r so weak...
bcos wolfgirl always criying when talk v him through phone...
but is that honest really is the best way to solve the problem?
wolfgirl is no sure...
bcos honest is not means that all thing can back to the past...
may be...
wolfgirl feel embarrassed when chat v him now...
how should wolfgirl do ah?
wolfgirl may be is a sentimental person ba...
for now...
since i knew him...
also bcos wolfgirl's heart already steal by him also ba...
wolfgirl hav feel some regret now ba...
but wolfgirl will attempt to no regret wat i hav done already...
as it is not my principal...
like wolfgirl lov somebody...

cry laughly...

wolfgirl r dislike to pass the weekends since someone r not beside me
wolfgirl alrealy lost the ability to live alone
or it san be say that
wolfgirl already can not live independent
since wolfgirl hav know someone
juz 2 weeks ago since someone r far away from wolfgirl
but it seem like many years already for wolfgirl
wolfgirl dunno wat should wolfgirl do to pass everyday without someone
wolfgirl can't hold on le
wolfgirl always hav the feeling to cry in heart everyday anytime
especially when wolfgirl r alone
now wolfgirl only know that
sing k can't release the pressure that already keep in wolfgirl's heart for a long times
if not
y wolfgirl still hav such feeling athoulgh already hav go sing k few time ago in a week
actually wolfgirl r sambil write sambil cry again de
wolfgirl found that wolfgirl can't read sad sad de articles or watch sad de movie now already
bcos wolfgirl will cry loughly de
so uncomfortable without someone de life...
miss someone so much...