how if my life without study?

low mood

because of individual assignment

no direction, no idea

dunno where to start

 

I admit

I am always escape

until that moment come to me

and force me to face it

I am just wondering

how will my life be if I just stop my study suddenly?

(don't take it serious)

I don't like to follow the laws

just as I don't like to be bound by any regulations 

including requirement to full fill my study

but realistic is uncontrollable

if the fact can change

don't everyone think so?

busy weeks

everything is coming at the same time

so do the deadline for assignments and tutorials

how can I survive with my laziness?

I am wondering...

Bottom Line for My Friendship

I know 

I shouldn't write this

but I think I should state clear my point of view

as I don't like to hide my feeling at here

I am truly appreciate the friendship after I confirmed anyone as a good friend who can be trust and kind

but

there is a bottom line for my friendship besides betray

please don't ever try to persuade me be a member of what organization to earn money

I hate those kind of thing

please don't date me out with the purpose at behind of trying to persuading me be member of your organization

I have bad experiences before

for me

it's inverted pyramid for the business of the organization

the more member you find the more income for the top level of management

the another reason I don't want to take part is because

in my point of view

I only believe organization with English language in their documents only considered as qualified and standarded

and the main reason that I hate this thing is because of 

money

I prefer to spend money on shopping rather than invest in something that is low return if I no hardworking to take in other members

I am only a poor student and I will unable and never will spend thousand plus to take this risk

I am not a rich people

I admit

I am timid and not adventure-oriented always

last

I know

this post might bring hatred to any member of the organization

but

speak honestly

every people have their own perception towards this matter

so do I

~the end~

Years by Years > Deeper love to you

Happy 3rd Years Anniversary!

although already passed 1 day de

just realize it just now

so do you Mr.Penguin?

time pass fast

but

love get deeper day by day

I am really appreciate your love sincerely

although sometime will bored with our normal love life

appreciate you as my lover for the long time

thanks for torelate with my capricious and non-stop nagging all the time

because of love

I am willing to stay alone with you

I am willing to become your mom and maid

beside being a responsible girl friend

again

I know I am loving you

so did you?

~the end~

What can I do with my sun glass?

All thing was just start from this normal sun glass

no thing special

but this sun glass make me high always

ready?

I enjoy the sunlight when I take photos with the sun glass everytime

looks like I will only be pretty without showing my eyes huh

;)

but

I will look super ugly too when I am wearing sun glass every time!!

scared?

XD

okok

stop doing any face espression

but hmmmm...

I looks so angry mah haha...

=P

so?

how about this take?

am I look cute?

is it better than previous??

NO?!

ok ok

let's show the pretty me hehe^^

(the main purpose of this pose = show how pretty am I)

*task full filled*

^V^

p/s: so retarded the owner of this blog...always SS-ing even though showing the ugly face in photos...= =!!!

~the end~

repeat cold war or quarrel?

quarrel or cold war?

I don't know

maybe tonight will be a quiet lonely night

because no internet line in his house

and I have left little money in my phone

perhaps it are the excuses again to live without each other

and the causes of this is

laundry

~the end~