Switching Room

Hi

I have open a new blog

as I feel so annoyed with my current design of this blog 

and I wanted to try a new writing style

I will not close down this blog but I will focus more to post on that new blog 

welcome to my another room

Good bye to WiFi's Room

and Welcome to Another WiFi's Story Room

Images/Puzzles Lost

hmm

sorry for have been quite a long time did not update my blog again

due to my laziness and busy study time

just found a mistake that I have done few weeks ago that cause most of my image in this blog cannot be viewed

I have register Google+ account and there will have all my images from blog automatically

and I hate it 

thus I rearrange it and delete all photos those are ugly to minimize my image for people to view

I did not realize my action of deleting photos equal to delete photos from source (blog)

and now after one or two months I deleted those photos and come back here 

I only realized that I made the stupid decisions

that's why you all will found that many photos have been removed

SORRY

=(

my memories with images have gone although words were still there

it is just like I have lost most of the puzzles pieces to made up a complete memories

Attribution Theory

feel frustrated

people will put blame when others when they thought you should be the one arrange all things for them and keep remind them to follow up with the task assigned by you

you get what I means?

and I can't ague and explain anything upon their blam

since I am so called "head" and have to avoid conflict in order to work together until the end

hate to be forced to be at the high place intentionally or unintentionally

haih

Sorry Because of Empty Posts

hmmm feels like I am so bored with the blogspot layout here
a bunch of laziness, plus trouble with my photos upload because of poor quality of photos
make me have a sudden mind to buy a new phones with camera quality
and also plan to stop posting at blogger here may be is time to sourcing other good blog?
any suggestion?
I know I have left a lot of memories recorded as empty as here for a few months
but I am really no have much motivation to update the post conclusion I am super lazy recently haha
Sorry for all those concern on my life
=(

Boring Night

first time writing post with someone Samsung Galasy S hoho still awake at this time no mood to sleep haha keep listening to radio all the night damn stupid phone I lose all the words i wrote just now because it hang shit wtf dowan to rewrite le bye

Random Dress Codes

it is quite a long time for me to have no update blog here

a lot of lazinesshaha

here are some of my random dress codes

=)

Result

Result finally been released after delay for a week

as prediction

I passed all except Psycho

the subject which kill me just same as last time during diploma

no much sad feeling as I know I didn't put much effort on it

need to take resit paper before going to UK

last sem

and looks like I need to be hardworking student

and ensuring the rest two subject must pass

=)

Let eat some Nasi Lemak ;)

Hmmm

seems like I have been left here for quite a long time huh?

kind a lot of laziness after exam haha

went to watch movie yesterday with someone

and it was my first time to watch movie made in Malaysia haha

Nasi Lemak 2.0 directed by NameWee

It was very funny and I am strongly recommended all Malaysians should watch it

full of laugh in cinema throughout the whole movie

and will laugh even though I am just think about this movie

I have followed NameWee's blog for a time too

although he is being criticized by many people on his certain part of attitude or behaviour toward Malaysian politic

but sometimes

we still need this kind of hero bring laugh to us with some sensitive politic joke

remember don't eat too much when you watching this movie

or else you will like me laugh until food wanna viomit haha

XP

Forgive Me

forgive me

that I am still unprepared to let them know

because of a lot of considerations

and the most important is

I am still cannot forgive the past memory they gave to me

and I am still feel shame and low self-esteem to my family

since I am so much admire your family

English educated, family oriented, open minded, tolerance, helpful and warm

Nightmare Again

wake up with tears because of nightmare

which the thing that I am very afraid to face it

and I forced to acknowledge it in dream and argue with them

once again

tears come out when everyone object to me regarding that matter

wake up with sad mood in the morning

still feel scared if that time is really coming

I know I am unprepared to let them know

because I have a plan

and I will only tell them honestly after I come back from UK if we are still together

feel guilty  to him

but it's still not a suitable time to let me be honest

sorry

TIME

LOVE

become a habit for me 

to say goodnight to you every time before I get into bed at night

I know

it will be a hard time if one day we are no more the only beloved to each other

and I just can swear that

if the time is coming

I would like to learn to be cruel 

and let all the GOODNIGHT store in my old memory 

and will say it to myself but say GOODBYE at the same time

anyway

just want to say that

TIME

make me suffer at the moment

it add pressure on myself day to day

because 

the time is full of worry, missing and love

hope you are taking care well at there

and hope my warm can be bring to you in this cold weather at there

and hope your heart is full with me while you are enjoying your vocation there

it's time to sleep

and also it's time to meet you in dream

I hope so

One Thing For You

there is a love inside my heart but belong to you

no matter how far you are away from me

there is only one word that I would like to bring to you through all the mail I sent to you day by day

did you get it?

I cannot promise and sure that you and me will be the only and last lover to each other in our forever life

but I am very sure that the moments and memories we having now

can be described by this one word too

Love

Flu

Flu

Please leave me away

I don't want sick

because no one will bring me go see doctor since he is not here right now

miss him

=(

Tears

tears in eyes and heart every single minutes

every time when I think of you while I pause from study and nothing to do

god

how am I going to pass my days without you in physical term

especially during this hot tough time of exam

force tears to store inside my body is a tough job that I have ever done

and force myself to focus on study to forget you are far apart from me right now

I don't know whether I am brave enough to fight with the exam but not lose for tears or not

but I am promising you and myself

I will try my best

promise me

you do take care yourself all times just as I will

last

*upward my head to let my tear flow back to my heart*

Broke...

hmmm

I just just swear that I won't shop for any clothes for this month

because I am already out of budget and broke

but

I have already have few preferable clothes in my mind after I go click my friend's album

because I am lack of clothes recently

wtf
=(

Dating before Exam

hmmm

have been enjoyed the weekend before the the exam fight start

went to watch The Rise of the Planet of Apes with Mr. Penguin

put some confident make up on face as usual

 

dress up with casual and simple style

*like*

prefer this dress style compared with other fashion trends

wore a white t-shirt, first new high waist short pant together with a small circles scarf

on the way heading to Times Square

some ss-photos again

my steam look

 

his funny hair style

hmmm

the movie was nice overall

funny and touch at certain point

but the only one thing that I had wondering was

the ape's face is so look alike with human face

haha

on the way back to home

bought a hairband with a blue ribbon

like blue colour recently

since it represent elegant

(my view)

I like me in this simple look

tend to dress up with simple and casual look in mature style

he with boring face

stuck in traffic jam on road

adjust his engine while reach home

opps

his hand looks so muscular and strengh in a sudden

a funny photos that I took 

see?!

I am so fat in the reflection of mirror

omg

=(

let's end this post with my tired face

hmmm

gonna miss him very much 

hmmm

time to fucus on study for exam

must be a survivor for the rest of subjects

since I already eliminated by 1st subject, psycho

=S

bye

I Miss You / Take Care

hmmm

looks like I am already start to missing someone

although he is only on the way taking bus back hometown

and not yet head to Australia to travel with family

argh

what a terrible days when he is not here

will not be seeing him up to 3 weeks

due to his 8 days of traveling plus 2 weeks of my semester break

can't even imaging how am I going to study and survive for exam without him

omg

it's suck a terrible feel when think about it

take care, Mr.Penguin

the nature of survive > exam

tomorrow

a big day to start fighting for exam

will i be the survivor in exam world?

I am wondering

21st Birthday

hmmm

I am here again

seem like is a bit late to write my birthday post ya

haha

hope you all still want to read it ya

hmmm

same as my last year

celebrate my 21st birthday with Mr.Penguin

went to Rakuzen to having our romance couple dinner

 

took some SS photos while waiting the food be served

put some make up on face with fake eye lash

eye become big in a sudden

haha

=)

first time wore this hairdband after bought for few years

nice?

 

the dress of the dinner night

headache when finding clothes to wear

is it a sign to motivate me to shop for some clothes??

XP

 this was the room for two people dining only

the place is kinda small where two people cannot sat aligned

= ~ =

Rakuzen, a Japanese restaurant

 

ordered a couple of drink of green tea mix with something else

taste a bit weird

not recommended

Unagi set

taste not bad

 

we have ordered couple set of unagi

haha

=D

the Japanese Special Beef

first time taste high class Beef

and taste not bad

=D

after my decoration

taste it

yummy

^^

me again

Mr. Penguin while eating

the impact that we having our wonderful birthday dinner in such good environment

sweat

= =!!!

last before end this post

here are photos of couple of the night

 

me with pity face of Mr. Penguin

again

he was forced by me to took photos

XD

Birthday Pre-Celebration > Sing K

hmmm

having my birthday pre-celebration by went to sing K at Green Box in Sungai Wang

but no group photos haih

=(

went to class with a complete make up include fake eye lash and double eye lid

become a super "leng lui" that day 

the first classmate who saw me was shocked and asked why am I make up since we are having a normal presentation with descent dress code only

XP

stand in the spotlight 

and everyone was praising me

so excited mood haha

here are my pretty look with my hang out clothes after changed

 

wore the stocking with small ribbons on it

and my friends were keep saying I was seducing them

until they were always "mod les" my leg

lol

=S

(p/s: please ignore my fat haha...)

while taking bus

my eye dark circle was so big and black 

=(

 

my eyes was so big haha

@V@

have a fun time to sing K with my groupmate

I was so lucky to got a free charge of 1 person in lucky draw session

;)

and we also got  some vouchers of green box

but the bad things is the songs in green box were less

=S

hmm

we went back home separately after sang K

so regret to not follow to dai lou and hl to find their friends

as they have get a fake tattoo on their body part

=(

I am plan to get one too on back of my neck next time*

hope can get it!

;)

last before end this post

here are the photos I plan to scare you all during the ghost month

the photos of the process from complete make up to all clear!

;P

are you scared??

XP

see you in next post ya!

=D

Steamboat Night

well

I am back to here again after a few days of laziness 

=P

hmmm

seems like a lot of people born on August

=)

since Mr. Penguin and his friend, Ah Jin were also birthday girl/guy on 1 August

thus

we have went to Kepong to having steamboats together with his friends

again

no taken photos of others except me (as usual) and him

due to shy to take photos of them with my outdated phone

 

me with slightly make up as usual

 

Mr. Penguin who was acting as some gangster while eating

he was a monster as he was kept eating until we nearly want to leave

=S

see!

how gangster was he!

=S

hmmm

it's my second time to eating steamboat at there with them too

the food taste ok and not bad

but the options are less 

miss the steamboat in Penang

=(

one of the funny things was

Mr.Penguin's friend, ZY was the chef of the night

he was cooking fried noodle on the barbecue pan

it was tasted not bad except a bit of salty

I was actually wanted to show off my cooking skill

but the fire is not big enough and then I was quitted

X(

hmmm

I think I am not a good gf

because I have no celebrate his birthday

no dinner treated and no gift given

only give him a small little card same as last year

haha

XP

last before I end this post

here are some photos of us after we went back home

hmmm

please forgive the blurriness of these photos

as this are the only two photos I forced him to took with me

@m@

~the end~