Bottom Line for My Friendship

I know 

I shouldn't write this

but I think I should state clear my point of view

as I don't like to hide my feeling at here

I am truly appreciate the friendship after I confirmed anyone as a good friend who can be trust and kind

but

there is a bottom line for my friendship besides betray

please don't ever try to persuade me be a member of what organization to earn money

I hate those kind of thing

please don't date me out with the purpose at behind of trying to persuading me be member of your organization

I have bad experiences before

for me

it's inverted pyramid for the business of the organization

the more member you find the more income for the top level of management

the another reason I don't want to take part is because

in my point of view

I only believe organization with English language in their documents only considered as qualified and standarded

and the main reason that I hate this thing is because of 

money

I prefer to spend money on shopping rather than invest in something that is low return if I no hardworking to take in other members

I am only a poor student and I will unable and never will spend thousand plus to take this risk

I am not a rich people

I admit

I am timid and not adventure-oriented always

last

I know

this post might bring hatred to any member of the organization

but

speak honestly

every people have their own perception towards this matter

so do I

~the end~