i miss them

hmm

wolfgirl already back from holiday

n it's means new sem already begin from this week

i m start missing my beloved kids again

so here r some photos abt them that taken during sem break

 wen jia

she is my first kid to visit when going kindergarden

n how glad m i when i saw her happe face cos of seeing me

she nvr forgot me

^^

 looks

she is so happy when took photos v me 

she like to close her eyes when look at camera

 kling

wen jia's brother

he already 5yrs old now

n he's bcom lazy n lazy

n i m still rmb the moment when he first step into the kindergarden 2 yrs ago

my first lovely lovey kid until now

 me hohoho

guess who is the one hiding behind the chair??

 ah yang

he's cute n cute

=)

i m forget his name

(sorry...=(... )

he's very quiet n very good boy 

he nvr make us angry v him

kyang

he my first lovely student when i work as assistant teacher 2 yrs ago

he's already 6 yrs old n that day they r taking graduate photos

he's still same v last time

no muck to speak v me n bother me

i m really like him but he's shy anyway

wming

he's also my previous student

he's very clever

cos he no need ppl to teach him much when wrting word

he's got strong observation when learning

well

i m really miss them very much

include the kids i hav no chances to took their photos

@.@

n l ast

hope kling n wen jia will be eat food fast fast everytime oh 

~the end~

back

hilo

wolfgirl r back

from holiday

from laziness

=P

so

please be patient v my new n next post

~the end~

prison

i m giving too much pressure to myself

i m forced myself to be in the prison

i know

that's y i cant sleep well recently

always dreaming or wake up in midnight

psychological factor

hmmm

i hav no direction for my life now

n i m try to seek the purpose i alive

but i m fail

i dunno wat is my motivation

nothing can direct me to live v passion

study？

money?

work status?

i know i sure will be proceed to my digree at UK after my advance

(it's mostly happens as my sister do so...)

my life is set according wat my sister hav done

primary school n college is same except secondary school...

i no need to worry abt money

cos i know my parent will work hard n save money to afford my study

that's y i m no thankful abt money

but keep spend money on uneccessary things

i m no interested v high status in work career

dunno y

cos i hold the priciple of enjoyable life instead of work hard?

i m a trpple lazy ppl

i m easy to satisfy v my 50% above effort on everything

haih

that's y 

sometimes

i m really admire v ppl around me who r motivated n full of passion v their life

what purpose should i set for my life?

*i dunno*

~the end~

i wan to fly

hmm

dunno y

wolfgirl trying to use chinise to write my blog

but it's hard to work

cos idea keep coming out in english sentances but not chinese

i will try again next time

hmm

back to this post

wolfgirl keep regret n regret for wat i m decide recently 

dunno

i thought i like to be alone

but originally 

sometime

alone is hard to pass the time

life is hard to pass when without him now

i m always thinking abt him now

that's y i m really hate sem break

cos i will be enter hell from heaven

i know

real life only will back to me when i left ht

i m always countdown the day back to kl

=(

hmm

i m not a person who will stick to family tightly

i wan to fly

i wan freedom

a freedom without tied by anyone

it's my wish after graduate from secondary school

i will only willing to be tied by the person i prefer

but not forced to

this is me

wolfgirl

a girl escape from the wolf world

~the end~   

hurt is still a hurt no matter how long the time passed...

  i guess i m escaping from smtg now

every sem break

i m trying to *hide* in home

i m trying to escape from going out v family

i dunno why

not bcos of my laziness

but

i guess is bcos of i m scare to going out v them

i m still uncover from the injure

that's y i prefer to stay v my laptop rather than go out v them

i think they r disappointed v my action already...

that's y i hate sem break so much

i hate to see them

but v the moral value inside my heart

i know it's shouldn't be

cos they're still my parent

i m still hav to tied v them no matter how

i cant be avoid

so i really only can be a turtle when back to ht

hide in my own world

...honestly...

~the end~