hurt is still a hurt no matter how long the time passed...

  i guess i m escaping from smtg now

every sem break

i m trying to *hide* in home

i m trying to escape from going out v family

i dunno why

not bcos of my laziness

but

i guess is bcos of i m scare to going out v them

i m still uncover from the injure

that's y i prefer to stay v my laptop rather than go out v them

i think they r disappointed v my action already...

that's y i hate sem break so much

i hate to see them

but v the moral value inside my heart

i know it's shouldn't be

cos they're still my parent

i m still hav to tied v them no matter how

i cant be avoid

so i really only can be a turtle when back to ht

hide in my own world

...honestly...

~the end~