prison

i m giving too much pressure to myself

i m forced myself to be in the prison

i know

that's y i cant sleep well recently

always dreaming or wake up in midnight

psychological factor

hmmm

i hav no direction for my life now

n i m try to seek the purpose i alive

but i m fail

i dunno wat is my motivation

nothing can direct me to live v passion

study？

money?

work status?

i know i sure will be proceed to my digree at UK after my advance

(it's mostly happens as my sister do so...)

my life is set according wat my sister hav done

primary school n college is same except secondary school...

i no need to worry abt money

cos i know my parent will work hard n save money to afford my study

that's y i m no thankful abt money

but keep spend money on uneccessary things

i m no interested v high status in work career

dunno y

cos i hold the priciple of enjoyable life instead of work hard?

i m a trpple lazy ppl

i m easy to satisfy v my 50% above effort on everything

haih

that's y 

sometimes

i m really admire v ppl around me who r motivated n full of passion v their life

what purpose should i set for my life?

*i dunno*

~the end~